Lyrics

I found my calling when I saw him coming
With my insides churning, heaven’s shaking
So is my faith

Oh, I know that you want me
But you’re terrifying
Oh, became so obscene
In the darkness unseen

Find me waiting for my savage genius of a man, oh man
With his blood-stained loving heaven falls
Dark thoughts arise in my mind

Oh, I know that you want me
But you’re terrifying
Oh, my inside’s churning, heaven’s shaking

If your love for me ain’t real then I’d rather you deceive me, my love, oh love
If what I believe ain’t real then I’d rather you deceive me, my love, oh love

Deceive me, my love…

Sitting here picking up the pieces of a love that he won’t give me
While my inner demons fill my inner fears that he’ll leave me
Why don’t you kill me

Oh, I’m broken, you damned me
Yeah you’re terrifying
Oh, preaching and disbelieving

If your love for me ain’t real then I’d rather you deceive me, my love, oh love
If what I believe ain’t real then I’d rather you deceive me, my love, oh lord

Deceive me, my love